Getting back in the saddle

Well, as you have noticed I havent posted in a while.  Fall break really got me out of my focus of where I want to be and I have just kinda let go.  Not meaning to of course, but sometimes it just happens.  I got really caught up in how good food tasted and I just want to eat all the time.  It has been really hard and so dumb.  Daniel has been calling me out a lot, which sometimes makes me sad, but I am sad at myself because I know he is right.  And this week has been especially bad because it is my girlie week that I just dont care.  Also, school, man it is hard.  I feel like the work I have to do is never going to end.  This week especially has just been overload.  Oh, and, I am now a Mary Kay Consultant so add that to my plate.  Meetings, tests, quizzes, banquets, ortho appointments, work, work, work, school, programs... it just isnt going to end this week.  And it goes in to next week before I will be done so it is discouraging not knowing really when I am going to have time to squeeze in the work out.  I really want to go I just have to stay on top of everything so I really just dont know.  I am very excited about next semester and the prospect of being able to work out during the day or even in the morning since my classes will be so much better. I am taking an online class and that means I only have 3 classroom classes which is awesome! Anyway, I just thought I would give you the update.  It is really hard, I have no idea if I have gained weight back or not, and I dont know what the near future will hold.  But I can tell you that I am not giving up, I am just trying to get back on and keep going.